Purpose Lament

I spend time

day after day

waisting away

chasing obligations

Where I truly want to go

I have no idea

Scattered thoughts of Ideas

of what to do or who to be

flit through my mind

forming an un-ending sea

of un sot after dreams,

unachieved desires

too many, too vague too unobtainable

Inspired by momentary waking dreams

extinquished by momentary concious thoughts

how to channel my inner thoughts

and find my true desires is what I must do or

I will remain forever lost